Thursday, July 26, 2007

Breathe in, breathe out….

Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I cannot accept,
And the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people I had to kill today because they pissed me off.

And help me to remember...
When I'm having a really bad day,
And it seems that people are trying to piss me off,
That it takes 42 muscles to frown and
Only 4 to extend my middle finger and tell them to bite me!

Amen.


Have you ever feel like strangling someone???? I do, now!
I just want to throttle his neck and watch he gasps for breath!

You see, there’s this one guy at my office who took over my responsibility as ****. Ever since, everything is a mess. And since I used to be in charge of this matter, people keep referring the subject to me (can’t blame them, dah orang yg in charge tu macam hidup segan mati tak mau).

Our new terminal is scheduled to have its first lifting this end of Jul. Prior to that, banyaklah pending items to be completed, all lifting issues that supposedly to be resolved by his group. Masalahnya, setiap kali meeting and orang tanya update dia akan jawab “Nanti I check balik…” The same answer….over and over again!

Hello brader! Orang buat meeting to know the status, not to remind you to do your work! Last last, mintak tolong assistant dia yg check. Baru la nampak progress. Kalu tak, hampeh….

Dah la orang tengah meeting dia boleh tido. Okay, fine la…maybe dia solat tahajjud and berwirid panjang the night before kot.

Itu baru satu issue, tak masuk issue2 besar yang lain lagi. Semua dia perap buat belacan. Dia ingat kerja ni main2 agaknya….And yet, masa gathering baru2 ni, everyone had to give a short speech about work etc. Nak tau apa dia cakap? “I rasa okay kerja kat sini. Kalau kat department lama dulu sampai malam baru balik, sekarang ni I can manage la. Pukul 5 dah siap2 boleh balik”………..&%$()#@!

What pissed me off more, my boss starts asking me to lead what supposed to be his task…. Well, I can if I want to, but I choose not to. Mana aci. I have million of other important tasks that need my attention. My boss, being diplomatic herself said la “I know that he’s not up to your speed. I hope you as a senior planner can assist him. After all it’s your field, and it’s your responsibility”

What the fish???????

Hubby selalu cakap, sabar….Orang mengandung takleh marah2. Kesian baby dalam perut…. Masalahnya, I just cannot tolerate such attitude. I don’t think anyone can. Can you??? Let me know, perhaps we can switch job....


Tapi seriously, if not for this baby in my tummy, and the fact that Hubby dah cakap tak nak bail me out if anything “bad” happen (seriously?)….dah lama dah aku cekik mamat ni….

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